One day my friend came in my dream after many days, first I asked him whether you had come after asking my mother that my mother gets angry if someone comes, then he said yes, I asked, then I asked him what did you say, he said that we both are working for the school, so I told him okay, then I came to know that he had come to me, he had come to me to have sex with me to have gay sex and I was feeling like doing it, then my penis got erect and he saw it, then my mother came in the room, so I hid my penis. So that he didn't see, but Dev saw it and he understood that he wanted to do gay sex today, then when mummy left, he looked towards me and he looked at my penis which was completely erect and was very tight, then he kept looking at me, meaning at my penis and I kept looking at his penis, I wanted to grab his penis right then but then I did not know how he left.
Dreams often serve as a reflection of our inner thoughts, feelings, and desires, even those that might be suppressed or not fully acknowledged in waking life. Your dream presents various elements that can be unpacked for deeper understanding.
Reconnecting with a Friend: The appearance of your friend after a long absence could symbolize a desire for connection or intimacy, not necessarily limited to a physical or sexual sense. It may indicate that you value this friendship or that there are aspects of your life represented by this friend that you are currently contemplating.
Parental Figures and Authority: The presence of your mother in the dream suggests a tension between your desires and societal, familial, or internalized expectations. Your concern about her disapproval indicates that you may be wrestling with feelings of guilt or shame related to your desires or identity. This dynamic highlights the conflict between freedom of expression and societal norms or personal boundaries.
Sexuality and Desire: The scenario developed between you and your friend speaks to the exploration of your sexual identity or fantasies. The arousal you experienced in the dream indicates an acceptance or acknowledgment of these feelings. Your reaction—both the hidden aspect and the excitement—suggests that while you may be curious or accepting of these feelings, there could be apprehension or fear surrounding them, particularly about how they are perceived by others.
The Erection as a Symbol: An erection in dreams often symbolizes power, desire, and the expression of one's sexual identity. The fact that it was visible and acknowledged by both you and your friend signifies a mutual recognition of hidden desires or fantasies that may not be openly discussed in waking life.
The Action Stopped by an Authority Figure: Your mother interrupting the situation can symbolize censure or societal restrictions. This interruption can represent the limitations placed upon your desires—whether by family expectations, society, or internalized beliefs. The act of hiding your erection can symbolize self-censorship or fear of judgment, mirroring how you might feel in real life about expressing your true self.
The Mixed Outcome: The dream concludes with your friend departing before any action could occur, which may suggest feelings of longing and frustration. This outcome could reflect feelings of inadequacy or fear that even in a potentially accepting environment, your desires remain unfulfilled.
Overall, your dream advocates exploration of your feelings towards your sexuality and your relationships. It suggests a need for introspection and possibly communication—whether with yourself about what you truly want or with supportive friends who can provide acceptance. This dream encourages you to consider the associations you have with intimacy, desire, and the influence of authority figures in shaping your perceptions.
If these themes resonate with you, it may be beneficial to explore them further in a safe and understanding environment, allowing you to acknowledge and embrace your feelings without fear of judgment.